Tuesday, July 30, 2013

#Np how to love

So basically I've been spending super duper quality time with my favourite people ( my poly friends ).
Didnt have the time to blog about it. Finally i get to blog about it today zzz

Last Friday , Justin , Denise and I had impromptu dinner at Seoul Garden Hot Pot. As usual, we had so much fun just by talking and laughing like mad cows. Especially Denise. I repeat, especially Denise. The service was horibble , as expected. But as long as the food were good , Im still fine with it.




Just had to take a picture with this giant minion hahahaha

Obviously we had to had dessert after that ( because
im a dessert addict ) ......... after much thinking and walking around and around like idiots , we decided to have dessert at Coffee Bean. I had their delicious cheese cake just like the other two.
Well......... now we talked about alot of stuff. Like love and stuff. Everytime when it comes to this topic, I feel like I can break down anytime. But luckily for cake. And what if people change and they just dissappear?
 However the talk was not as deep and detailed as Monday's and Tuesday's h2h talk.  ........... before i rant.




I had my very first formal presentations and I'm really glad it ended. It felt like a million years for it to end. Everything about school is just ugh. Left with four or so presentation and BAM! HOLIDAYS! HOLIDAYS MEANS MORE DESSERT MORE LAUGH MORE SMILES MORE OUTINGS and
OF COZ the highly anticipated JB trip/Justin's Birthday/F1/RIRI GD 2NE1 BAP COMEBACK/SHINEEPINKPLAYCONCERT/MYBURSARYAPPLICATIONRESULTS... TO BE CONTINUED..

There are tons of things to do and I am crazy excited ! But for vacation break, I also have to work my ass off so I can save enough money for next year's OSEP. I'm just praying really hard that I am NOT IN SINGAPORE FOR ONE FREAKING SEMESTER . All the bullshit and crap/projects/lecturers that I have to face in school really REALLY driving me nuts.


 Lets start with my rant. I'm really glad like really really glad that Denise , Sandy , Justin and I are having the same thoughts and opinions AND SUCH. Seriously. I don't even know what would happen to me if I don't have them as my poly friends. I probably jump off from level five block D. LOL
I wonder why some people still look at looks/status before befriending them. Ridiculous.
and so on
. I DON'T EVEN CARE IF I DON'T GET AN "A" 


As long as I did my best.  and that's that. Nothing else matters if I have supportive and real friends.
So what if you are smart  but lol, no one actually likes you for who you are? 


Monday, July 22, 2013

1030 days

This will be a boring post but I just want to let out all my feelings.

23rd July marks our Third year anniversary.Yes. Suppose to be. We are still talking for the past few weeks or so as friends .. but does that even count? Yes and im crying while typing these

Even so. I still do miss him. The laughters we had. The times spent. Even the arguements.
But still I feel like im a fool. too.
I still love him , even when I saw him at his lowest point.

When I think about why we broke up , It hits me. But still some said I should just move on coz im being stupid , but some also said that dont let one mistake make you regret for life.

Nevertheless, we went through alot. I admit our relationship was an amazing one .Since Sec 2 and up till now. All the shit we went through that nobody can even imagine. Im amazed how we managed to still stood strong during those times. And one of the most memorable moments was we graduated together, with a smile. He is able to pursue what he likes and also for myself ;) Alhamdullilah.
 He was loving and always caring, and of coz, over-protective.
I believe he had his reasons. I will never forget Mr Eugene's words, " I want to see both of you get married !" Hahaha Silly him , I cant even !

Well , he made a very huge impact in my life. even his family (':  And I thank them for that.
I think we will always find our way back to each other. Maybe not now , but maybe sooner or later.


Our very first photo together hhahahahahah (':





Sunday, July 21, 2013

JB trip + angsty feels

Bestfriend and I went to JB's City Square for break fast just because she had a huge craving for Subway and some other good stuff. She is always random i dont even know why.

Wanted the others to follow but they all busy people hahaha
Anyway , I had a good day with her and nothing beats having quality time with your Bestfriend. Seriously.
Good Food. Good Ambience. Just name it,


Our subway feast. I had turkey breast ! and Afza got herself roasted beef and ??? idk HAHAH


Darn good sugared churros !!


No make up? No problem ... damn i look like shit honestly



We had Strawberry and Orange Yogurt frappe !! Ahh I miss these





And we went to a cafe called Pearl Waffle. I rate their waffles 7/10.  Of course the price is awesome but I still love my all time favourite Gelare Waffle Ice cream the best ;)


Mine was honey with cream and Bestfriend's was a classic straberry chocolate with cream !




Beautiful bestfriend duh

But wait hold on...




I found this in my camera Sandy.... I dont know how to feel right now...
 UGH FML



i still dont know how i actually took this pic... but jiyong.... why

Thursday, July 18, 2013

Arab Street.

Today's post is more interesting because there will be lots............of pictures!
 I will explain what we did yesterday.

Yesterday, the usuals and I went all the way to Arab Street to break fast with me at Zam Zam. Soo sweet , yes I am really touched. Love you three so much!
Well how was your first trip to Arab Street Denise hahahah !
While waiting for Denise , we went to Bugis Street , iluma and finally the Bazaar.
Loads of food we go cray! We bought macaroons from a stall, so amazing. I love dessert oh-soooo-much I need to have dessert every day. Is this a bad or a good thing?

We met Denise and off to Zam Zam!

Of course Zam Zam's biryani is the-best.

After break fasting , we went to tour Arab Street again just so that Denise could take a proper OOTD shot and I had froyo after that..................... :)

We ended our day with ridiculous laughters. I had a really good time with them, never fail to make me laugh till I (fart) or for Denise till she (pees) HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Let the photos do the talking


We had Zam Zam's Briyani for buke !!




Awesome little things
 
Ended our night with awesome froyo goodness

 
Something we found out ;)


 
An unglam selfie lol
 

Weird addiction for taking pictures with fish eye lens, Thanks Denise :*
 
 
Till then, toodles.








Wednesday, July 17, 2013

Hurricane

I see dust everywhere!
Ah..... I'm upset because I didn't update regularly. Because I've been spending my time Audition-ing ...(ridiculous I know )

Anyways one week of fasting month had past and I'm glad I go through it with much faith. Even though sometimes its really hard. There are a few more weeks to go but I'm sure I will miss Ramadhan once it ends.
The week been hectic. Nothing really special happened. Just that Sandy and I sent Justin to his salon just so that he wont be alone. Are we sweet yet. And we visited dear Denise while she was working too.
Basically there are a lot of things I've been thinking about these days.

Firstly is GD. This babo is always around, and there are always updates about him and his ridiculous face/body/fingers/lips/eyes/ killsself//////////////////

 
I want to add on..
This is just insanely ridiculous I just don't know how to describe in any tangable language how this music video is perfect. even the corners of my screen is perfect when I am watching it.
 
YES
 
IT
IS
AMAZING





Something personal that I want to rant on my blog...

I still do love you.
sigh.
35 damn months. How can I possibly move on.

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

One goal .

We meet again my dear blog ;)


My best buds and I talked about our 2014 Korea and Japan trip just now and I cant help it but to be so so so so so extremely excited.

I still remember how I couldn't go to S.Korea because of something. Now, nothing gna stop me! Hopefully. And yeay Denise is following us to Osaka. I am so glad.

Hoping I can save enough and I can fly to my dream country with my best buds. Seriously my only one goal right now.

Funny how my goal isn't about getting good grades or get a new significant other hahahaha.
Well S.Korea is a land filled with perfect boys so why worry !?!

Ramadan is here and im feeling really happy. Inshallah it would be a meaningful one and I can seek forgiveness for all the wrong things that ive done and also for the future sins that I might commit.
Im really worried but mum assured me that Allah will forgive my sins. (':


To all my Muslim friends, happy Ramadan. Amin.


Till then,
Toodles <3

Sunday, July 7, 2013

#np SISTAR - Alone

Nothing special happened earlier today.
Basically I went to take food hampers on behalf of my mum coz she gotta work. Went with shasha and I missed her like crazy. Spent quality time with her even though we were really tired.

I think its about time I really rant about school.. I mean seriously all these assignments and shit.
Its not like I cant cope but I think only Justin understands.

No point complaining but I guess I just have to go through this shit and thn BAM! Its the holidays~

And I don't even know why I don't care about how I look and such when I am in school. Ugly?Slacky?Shitty? Seriously I don't give a damn. I only want to spazz and spazz and spazz..... and um eat?

Ive been eating TOOO much. Like seriously my body is blowing up, literally. Im kinda scared of being obese but I just cant help it. Someone please help me sigh. But food makes me happy.

Someone feel me right?

Nevertheless, Im glad im happier now. Alhamdullilah.

Till then,
Toodles ~






Saturday, July 6, 2013

This is just a boring rant

So basically I did nothing yesterday. #whatsnew
wait I did some things..
like watching old Big bang videos and dying repeatedly


and and also ...................................................



Something to be excited about...


2NE1 IS COMIN BACK F YEAH .... BOW DOWN BITCHES

First

I decided to create a blog just so that I can look back at this and laugh at myself. Lol. Nah. I was just bored so I created one.
Most of my friends have a blog so why not? ( lousy excuse )

But I think this is also a platform for me to improve on my English because clearly I suck at writing. It has only been two months since school started and I am already planning to quit school. Hahahah joking. I had never thought Secondary School was a piece of cake before I entered Poly.
I really miss Mr Eugene and of course my secondary school friends.

But Poly life is definitely fun too. I made great new friends like Sandy , Denise , Justin , Kendra , Tati , Prabh ... the list goes on .

But so far I can say that I found better friends LOL :3

To sum it up , these two months plus have been crazy. Really really crazy.

I mean now I don't have a boyfriend and I am LIVING MY LIFE and keeping myself occupied so that I wont let my the past affect me too much But Im sure I got it all covered as I have my awesome Kpop Buds to spazz with every single FREAKING day HAHAHAHAHAH ( If you guys are reading this please feel happy )

And I really hope I will fly to Korea next year with my best buds so I will be saving and saving and saving and saving...............................................................


I really miss Kwon Jiyong sigh
 
 
 
Till then , toodles!

Wednesday, July 3, 2013