F1

From the title itself.. yea the most anticipated event after pink play event.

BECAUSE OTFUCKINGGIVE IM SEEING THEM AGAIN AFTER TWO BILLION FKCDNJWNDJKVW YEARS?! AND OF COZ MY JIYONG. BUT OMG HOW MUCH I MISS THEM!
so one week before , sandy and I met to MAKE OUR VERY OWN SHIRTS FOR F1! i never thought it would worked out well but im glad it did ! So happy it turned so pretty eventho jiyong didnt see it but Im so proud of ourselves LOL. It was so tedious especially painting the words..... bleah but overall happy as hell!

So when DDAY came.. well actually the day before. I panicked and thought Im going crazy during work. I was so close to running away from my seat and rush down to city hall to queue... BUT thank god for Justin and siti for helping us <3 I love you both so much TT /sobsssss/ And so... I rushed down after I am done with work to meet them. So glad they didnt look pissed or anything haha. 

Well syaf and myself came and thn we stayed together for a while. So happy we laughed alot like seriously ALOT. so while waiting i asked justin to accompany me ... just to walk around and lol when I saw girls running from far I jsut dashed across the road and followed them I felt so bad because JUSTIN HAD TO RUN TOO HAHAH SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU LOL we climbed over a barricade and walked passed a graveyard with another vip that i followed on twitter which I was so surprised LOL we literally talked to each other like we are BFFS and ya.. the things I do for BIG BANG AND KPOP... Justin saw frogs... when I didnt even know. OMG ... need to kill myself now when I think about it.

So queuing took like ages. At night it was okay because the weather was pretty amazing. But when it comes to dday... omg... I think i burnt my skin and was close to heat stroke. It was scorching hot and I really felt like im about to die. I was so close to crying and giving up. From queuing in the barricades to running like its the freaking amazing race it was such a terrible experience. BUT THATS NOT ALL. we had to wait under the HOT BURNING SUN TILL SIX PLUS AND THEN STILL WAIT TILL 11 THE WORST PART WHEN ITS ONLY 9 PLUS? THE CROWD STARTED TO STAND AND WE HAD TO WAIT FOR ONE HOUR PLUS WITH US BEING ALL STICKY AND GROSS AND TIRED AND DEHYDRATED I STILL REMEMBER THAT FEELING IT WAS SO SO SO HORRIBLE .

AND SANDY AFZA AND I HAD A FIGHT WITH A DOG AND HER DOGS. GOSH GOD ONLY KNEW...HOW WE FELT AT THAT POINT OF TIME.

seriously proud that we survived that whole process 

SO gd saw me I saw him we eye contacted he threw the towel at me but only to realize im not fated with the towel because an international VIP snatched it away from me in the most violent manner. It was a painful memory. But I know Gd stared at me sang to me. Im really happy even though its just for that few precious seconds. Im just so happy. so so so happy. But i hate how i looked when he was in front . I was crying.. Ugly as shit but LOL cant help it.

Overall, It was a wonderful and painful experience. Thankyou twin and my bestfriend for that day. and of course my VIP CLIQUE !! JUSTIN AND SITI <3 To more concerts and events till whenever ..

COZ I UPDATE ONLY ONCE A MONTH (according to justin)

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im in the mood to update tonight so heres gna be a long post about what happened recently :D I am so busy working and stuff so i didnt manage to find time to blog but because I went to the polyclinic to get mc for work today , I have the energy to blog today YAY


I dont know what was the date but cabbed all the way from woodlands to Serangoon GARDENS to meet Denise and Justin because of something and we were together for like literally 24 hours. Earlier we met and had Nandos and BEAUTIFUL CAKES AT FIKA god bless that shop because I really had such a wonderful time just by simply having the amazing caramel fudge cheesecake (im just drooling just by thinking abt it ) Im a CAKE MANIAC NOT AN ADDICT BUT A MANIAC i don't give a damn about anything else i just love cake or more specific any type of CHEESECAKE i would simple smile just by thinking about cheesecake. Judge me but if some girls can like lipsticks and makeup why cant I enjoy life by having all the cheesecake in the world. (HAHAHAHAHHAHA don't let me continue my life story about cheesecake)
It was a pretty rough day but since that day I promised myelf to be there for those three bitches of my life because i realise how much they meant to me ( guys dont puke coz im being sweet like that) I dont care if they dont towards me but yeah.

 before f1 when i got all excited HAHAHAH

HAPPINESS IS CHEESECAKE

15th sept,

Went to support my Best friends for their K POP STAR HUNT 3 auditions seriously it was one of the most dumbest things that ever happened but at the same time i became the most happiest idiot in the world and i am still am up till today COZ I WON A FREAKING TRIP TO TAIWAN WITH JUSTIN LIKE FOR FREE BITCHES!! THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST RAREST MOMENT U CAN EVER COME ACROSS AND U HAVE THE EVERY RIGHT TO CELEBRATE W CAKE AND TEA BUT NO WE DIDN'T WE WENT TO PASTA MANIA AND SOB ABOUT OUR LIVES INSTEAD WT F WE EVEN WALKED ALL THE WAY TO THE MERLION TO TALK ABOUT OUR LIVES I FEEL LIKE WE CN JUST JUMP INTO THE WATER AND DIE TOGETHER THAT PLACE IS SUCH A MUST-TO-GO NOT BECAUSE WE LIKE IT.. IT IS BECAUSE WE HAVE NO FREAKING PLACE TO GO BUT OH WELL WE ENDED UP SINGING TOGETHER HEHEHEHE :*

so proud of him for doing his best eventhough i feel like ripping the judge's skin off fuck?

of coz the standard mirror ootd because IM WEARING MY FAVOURITE TSHIRT!

 proud best friend moment im just screaming like a maniac when she was singing 

wait for the next post in five minutes :P

HAHAHAH HI

#NOWPLAYING Crooked 

Woah HI! aw I miss this space 

I see Denise and Justin still updating while look at me... such a lazy a.s.s haha

Basically SO SO SO many things happened. I am really lazy to update every single event that

happened. But Yeah, many things happened and it was great. My life indeed is so much better now.

Less problems, less expectations More smiles ( or laugh till we wanna pee or fart ) and also more broke L.O.L

First up would be Sakura ! Wow that was last month and it was to celebrate Justin's belated birthday. Hehe ive always loved Sakura buffet because its good and its Halal. Sucks being

a Singapore citizen coz unlike Malaysia , its not easy for us Muslims in Singapore zzxz.

Im glad you enjoyed your day hehe! <3

Bunch of people I cant live without !!

And so idk what happened after that ... hmm...

Oh we took our tickets for Pink Play Party by Etude House ......... 

I luv it but I cant live with only bread LOL

and we went to JAPANESE SUMMER FESTIVAL !!!!!! THANKS TO JASUTINKUN :*

Wow I had such a wonderful time like I literally had so much fun I thought I was in Japan that instant. The crowd was amazing, food was amazing , the event was amazing!! 

Never thought it would be that fun though. But it exceeded my expectations man! Lol I danced like a mad kid though but Its because of the crowd enthusiasm ~ 

the best ever matcha ice cream i can eat that for a lifetime /SOBS/

On top of all the fun... then 

I started working ... so Idk how to explain my job um I dont like it I dont hate it. whatever.

The reason why I am so desperate for money is because of OSEP. And also oppas. Well

I am seriously depressed with our lives and everything. I just want to get out of fucking 

Singapore I need a getaway or smtg sigh. Why am I not born as a rich kid ( complaining at its maximum but cant help it )

So... just now I stated about collecting PPP tickets. So lets talk about the event itself.

Myself , Afza , Amanda , Joanna , Justin , Siti , Xuan Yun EIGHT OF US together we formed like a freaking family of eight or smething. Thank you guys for making it a much more better experience as always. It was my first Shinee Concert with Justin and I cant believe It was all worthwhile and amazing! From going to the airport and reached home at 2 plus to meeting them as early as 7.30 ! As usual what is a Shinee event without me crying like a mad person. Everyone was crying i mean our group. Surreal.

To more concerts xoxoxoxo sigh but I really need to stop shouting or smtg... Everytime I am in the official photos it would be with my mouth opened. FML AM I UNLUCKY OR UNLUCKY? LOL

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and the other photos .. do i need to explain ! I am tired xD

Lol i have innovative camp tmr and  I am blogging. But I felt so upset coz i didnt update. 

Anyways ive been spazzing allday I cant stop. Because I am a gd stan. 

My life is difficult.

Basically Everything about him and this MV and album is just perfect. I am so proud of him. Like a real mother or something. And Of course Seungri ! Love his album TT so so pretty as expected.