"No matter what"

I hate it when im done watching an amazing drama. Well now im watching Good Doctor and Im loving it. But im watching it really slowly lol coz i dont want it to end like Master Sun. 

This OST IS SO AMAZING T_T

These days ive been feeling not alright, to be really honest..

After that day, you are still in my mind like a ghost. I am not even kidding. How can I get rid of you quickly,

when you keep coming back once in a while. You are treating me like a second choice for those few months and now I dont even have the energy to fight with you. You think it has always been fun to make me sad.

To hurt me. But I just endure it. And its funny how I always find out about the shit you do behind my back,

even though I dont even want to know. Its like no matter what I will find out. And I dont want tht to happen.

Let me live my life well. Coz that's what you wanted in the first place. Even though I still love you, I dont love you like I used to. the feeling fading away but if you keep coming back and leaving like this, what is going to

happen to my happiness and thoughts.  But sometimes I know I am the stupid one to keep holding on to, believing that you changed and that. I justt realise you never change. You are still the person that would hurt me if you could. I don't even know what to do now. 

I tell myself to give up but I can only think about you